trap-mind:

we all broke our rules for someone and at the end they broke us

cheruib:

suffering from cheek kisses deficiency (self diagnosed)

ancientsstudies:

Grace Kelly On The Day Of Her Wedding, 1956.

dollehouse:

dancing flowers

nada-7:

no one is too busy, you’re just not a priority

lylylylylylylylyly:

people make time for who they want. remember that.

wonkygal:

this one really gets me bestie

(meditations in an emergency, cameron awkward-rich)

cmhcmhcmhcmh:

Trigger Warning:

Liam Neeson movies

Lopsided smiles

Dandelion fields

Fake marriage proposals

Grass stained knees

Ketchup lips

Warning: I put my first boyfriend away

I say at parties because I am a dangerous girl

Because I am better at Russian roulette than beer pong

I have stared down the barrel of a loaded gun

This blonde girl stared back at me

She doesn’t look anything like me

If I didn’t look anything like me

Maybe he wouldn’t be able to find me

My mother makes me dye it back

Tells me judges don’t trust bleach blondes

How is it abusive if he never hit you she asked

Trigger

Trigger warning

Plastic tiaras and performance chefs

No one will love you like I do

Warning: I sleep with a baseball bat under the bed

Carry hot pink pepper spray in my purse like lipstick

My friend Dalton tells me he could get me a gun

Warning: No one will love you

Warning: I do not know my own triggers

They are the way a stranger walks down the street

Or the way my lover’s lips form around a word

I put my first boyfriend away

I say at parties because everything is a trigger

Because there is no safety on my mouth

I say it because I am waiting for it to stop feeling like a lie

Trigger

I sign the papers

Trigger I called the hotlines

Trigger
He sat in a jail

Trigger

cell

Until he didn’t

And I sat in a stairwell

Shaking with the recoil of everything we’d done to each other

I walk to work even though I’m too small to be a babysitter today

Need someone to watch me today

To cut my apple slices for me

Hold my hand across intersections

Keep me away from knives

Trigger

and cars

Trigger

and men on the street

Trigger

who look like knives

and cars

I don’t believe in lying to children

But when she asks me what’s wrong I still tell her the storybook version

I tell her that once a bad man broke into my home

I wish I’d also told her that bad men look like respectable young men

Trigger

That bad men will compliment your Nana on her lemon squares

Bad men write love poems

Trigger

Bad men smile so wide they will swallow you

And you, you will convince yourself you asked him to  

Stalkers 

Trigger

Can’t be convicted

Trigger

Unless they’re victims

Trigger

Prove

They feared for their lives

How do you prove fear

How do you put months of held breaths

And will you please come with me

And he will kill me

Trigger

He will kill me

Trigger

He will kill me

Trigger

But I told you so on my gravestone because they can’t ever say she didn’t scream loud enough

In a ziplock baggie for the ladies and gentlemen of the jury

Trigger warning

Loaded questions

Trigger

Filling every chamber of my heart with ammunition

Trigger warning

Cock

Trigger

Always a weapon
Trigger

Always an ultimatum

Trigger

He shoots me

Underage

Underweight

Trigger

Contorted

In his favorite trigger positions

Tells me he knows how to upload the pictures

Trigger

Without leaving behind any fingerprints

Trigger warning

Aim

Loving someone

Trigger

Is handing them a map of your weak spots

Trigger

Fire

Trigger

Fire

Trigger Fire

No warning shots

My friend Dalton tells me he could get me a gun

I tell him I have seen a gun go off

And yet I can’t shake the habit

Of staring down barrels

Believing that I am gentle enough

To touch the trigger

Without pulling

recklessadventures:

I think I need to go into the mountains and sit on a peak and let the cold air clear my head for a while.

newtlesbian:

due to personal reasons im evil now

promethes:

sitting here. unkissed. when will it end